Morning projects & change in plans.
Another amazon return on its way. (It really wasn’t worth trying to decipher these confusing instructions 😂)
But what was crazy was how it seemed like I blinked and all of a sudden she wasn’t my little girl anymore.
Over the past few months I’ve seen her transform from a toddler who needed me for everything to a kid who helps me more than I care to admit.
She’s like a second mama to Luca. Aids in every chore around the house without complaint. And even edifies me when I don’t want her to.
The other day homegirl said, “Mom we don’t need that. We need to be thankful for what we do have!”
My little girl ain’t so little anymore. She’s becoming a person and I really like the person she is.
It made me realize with how much I’m ready and excited for things to change how much at the same time…I don’t want them to change.
I don’t want her to grow up and leave me. I sometimes miss the days when she depended on me for everything. And too often when her little heart says what’s on her mind how CONVICTED I am that she’s purer than I am.
That’s what motherhood is right? Shepherding a better human than you could hope to be.